But it's important to break from cannabis a lot. I have noticed this for myself. I used to have my card and I used to smoke every single day. I don't like weed like that. You just feel normal on it, but slightly paranoid and with a memory tick. I'm planning on only having it during the weekend. Fri-Sat are my days. Even Thrus night I don't smoke (or smoke a little if I'm done with everything) and just sleep till I cant sleep no more the first day. Then do something productive (ex. mow the lawn) then do homework, then get high. That's Friday and Saturday. Sunday I wake and bake. Do my shit. Then sleep all night. Yeah! :)
Got shit to do haha, it's Sunday. That was my weekend told from a slightly different perspective than normal. Not too good to blog on this stuff is it? Do any of you write blogs? Post below if you think I'd like your blog (Or if you have something to say about this one)!
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It's pretty sad reading back on this. I feel embarrassed about it. Weed appears to be fine for many people, but it's not for me. The thoughts, the mood swings, the addictive behavior.. Weed may feel really good, but it also feels terrible. I wish it didn't take me 2 years of quitting and relapsing to figure this out, but I don't think I'll ever smoke the stuff again.
ReplyDeleteEven though it's tempting at times, all I have to do is think about the thoughts, the mood, and the addiction. It's such a bad idea. The only time I'd ever possibly fall for it is if I was having a terrible day/week/... and fucking myself over for the future seemed worth it for a slight high at that moment. Hopefully that day never comes again.